From time to time we reach a point in our lives when we have to just say.. IT'S JUST NOT WORTH IT! In the current case it is a few people in my life. I just can't deal with the negativity lack of support or drama. Admittedly if any of these people need me... I know would be there. But right now I need to surround myself with people who love me and support me for who I am. Not those that only care when it is convenient for them.
Tomorrow is the LONG awaited scary section of my qualifying exams. Three hours of rhetorical methods. I have read and prepped and planned as much as I can. I finally think I am ready. Still a bit scared but ready. Once it is done... we move on to the longer piece a full manuscript. Less worried about that piece I just need help on the focusing side. Which is difficult when I have soo much other stuff that also needs to be finished.
On top of all this... I am moving. Yep very excited to get into our first house but my darling hubby needs to stop the making plans, telling his parents about them, and THEN once things are set involving me. I know he doesn't do it to make me mad and I honestly think he talks about this stuff with me but... nope he doesn't. It will be fine, we will get past it but UGH it is not a good time to have soo much going on.
So in then end... I just need to breathe. DEEP cleansing breaths.
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