Monday, January 25, 2010

Nervous Break Down No. 1

As this Spring semester officially began, I end the day in tears. Never in all my years of school have I been so terrified that a semester might actually kill me. Yet here I am. This semester is going to take focus, focus, and more focus. I know already that some major adjustments will have to be made which saddens me but right now I have no other choice. This degree means a great deal to me but I also have to make sure I take care of myself. How I am going to do it all (all as in the course work and teach)... I am not sure. All other projects are officially shelved. (sigh)

All I know is that right now I am really going to have to trust, hope, and have LOTS of faith that God has a plan.

Dear God.... I am scared!!! And I need your help.

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